The defining emotion for this season, looking back, I think will have been hope. For me and many others. For me, it's the infectious hope that invades us all when we see the face of the new "leader of the free world." That's where it starts. But it's also being on my own. It's my job to take care of my shit, and while the stress of it annoys, the total freedom of my responsibilities belonging only to me, only to be worried over by me, makes me have hope. I can make any change I want. I can take steps to fix things and nobody can stand in the way or bring me down. And if I do it, it's because I wanted it and I did it for myself, nobody made me do anything. I can try every different damn thing in the world if I should elect to. It's just me now, no one else to worry about.
I've been thinking about changing my major to journalism and going back to TCC. I want to do something that inspires me. Psychology just makes me look at everybody like a potentially volatile nutcase. Not that there aren't a bunch of those walking around. I want to focus more on communications. Video, art, and writing. I NEED a video camera and some good editing software. There goes $400.
Haley or someone got some suggestions for good video cameras?